Today the 24th.June 2013 I went to the university Medical Centre for the results of the tests on my kidneys done earlier.Well as expected the result was bad after a long long wait for.Imagine I had to stay there for at least five hours before I had it dumped into me.
The bad news broken to me gently by a young doctor informing what the future holds for me. My kidneys were 12% functionable and should it dipped further I would have to be prepared for dialysis in the future to keep me alive Anyway I requested to prepare for the worst to come.I was to be informed of all procedures leading to the ultimatum at the Centre.
All were not lost as those were the last resort for the initial problem was to improve my present predicaments.The Doctor suggested a slight changed of my medications.Further to that I was to inject introvieniously plasma into my blood stream as per blood count showed a shortage of blood plasma within.Those injection should sustained me for some time if fortunate for for a longer period before they fully recommend dialysis.The additional injections had to be administered weekly at a cost about $ 40/= ringgit per weeek for a trail period of two months initially.
Well the road seem to get narrower with its distant shorter each time I continue my survival.The end appears not too far off.Sadden that I may have to go away quite fast.At least I had the time to say good bye to all I loved.That was my final consssssolation I think Lord has been kind to allot me the time to have my final moments with kins whom I loved.
Everything maybe ending my financial woes seem to be increasing overloading abundantly That the worst part ain't it so?The problem of having to depend on my children seemingly akward as this would burden them.Though financially I can depend on them but right within my soul I am sadden that I had to be a heavy burden for they had to fight their survival too.I struggled so hard through life and I feel to burden them forcing to toll harder than I had to is not right.
Problems will come alright so allow them be.We deal with them as they come by.We should not worry so much now that I had so little time left..We ought to enjoy ourselves,take life easy.Yes we should treasure evry remaining moments with us.
to be continued
Monday, June 24, 2013
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