Chapter 7 My Operation At Sentosa Medical Centre

Yesterday ( 19/11/ 13 ) the day of appointment for my strap fitting operation at Sentosa Medical Centre.I arrived at that Centre as requested at 11.oo a.m.We got myself registered  almost immediately and waited for the Doctor to call us in,but as usual the Doctor never on time.Apparently that day was his seeing patients day.

 Nevertheless we waited until an hour later or so I was called up to 2nd floor where patients were rested before and after operation.There I was told to wait for the Doctor who who would only be due an hour or so later therefore I had to wait for him there.I went on to have a light lunch before returning to that ward.

Finally I was told to get ready for the Doctor.I was made to undress myself fully even false teeth had to be removed.Having stripped naked and put on that funny one piece  green rope I again rested on my bed to wait.It told a while when I was finally wheel chaired to the operation room.

There I was made to lie on the operating bed with hand stretched out (my right hand).The Doctor finally arrived and almost immediately operated on my wrist.There were some visitors looking on my operation.They were actually thee to watch the administration,a new product for operation.

Anyway that had nothing to do with me accept it was my hand that was operated on.The operation only lasted  half an hour.Slightly painful ordeal for me but most important everything  went on smoothly.Thereafter I requested to be released earlier by 3.00 p.m. as I had to attend to my dialysis at 4.00 p.m.

All went on well and I arrived at the dialysis Centre duly on time.Have to spend another four hours for the treatment.I had always wanted to avoid all these yet it was bestowed on me for no reason or for reason beyond my comprehension.If was for some reason I sure am not aware of.

I know for for sure I am going to be a burden to my family.It will definitely caused them some misery and most of all some money on an unworthy cause.I have lived my life fully and everything apparently over    they have their lives to live up to,so should perish earlier it would surely be very good for them.

With me out of the way they can easily led a happier life.So I should be dead that would be better the benefit of all. At least I would be well remembered rather than a condemn man..